At times when things aren't working for me

I try to be positive, then inside myself I disagree

Sometimes doesn’t matter what I think or say

I know what’s coming is another negative day

Start feeling crazy and get real mad

Retreat inside myself just feeling sad

Madness, wondering if I should carry on

Thinking perhaps it’s better if I was gone

This poison running around in my head

Needs to be written, but not thought or said