When every day was different but always the same

First out to the pub and last home being the aim

When every day was different but always started and ended with cheers

Oblivious to the damage to myself as well as creating other people’s tears

When every day was different but doing the same thing over and over again

Kidding myself it was social, when the truth was I just couldn’t refrain

When every day was different came a time when it started to feel strange

I knew somewhere inside me, somehow to survive, it all needed to change